A sudden dramatic change in one night

When one  is bored and all alone on one last holiday eve with a lot of academic work pending but  no mood for it,....
besides heading back to work the next day..... and mentally not-so fully geared up to embrace the return, whats the next worse thing which can arise to dampens one's spirits?

I've had my shares of ups and downs...but there are some which will always remain a down. Even when it just about sprouts up to take form, it covers its face in the soil (P.S. with no fault of ur own)...such is the case with mine. To some people this may be considered as a blessing in disguise, to some an up (void all distraction) and to some a down.

I realize that sadness is just one feeling which comes knocking on your door, without warning, people say accept it and then let it pass. But what happens when this particular sadness creeps up on you more often than it normally does to others? and when you have no solution for it.

Having faith for the future or distracting yourself  to ease the pain isn't always a permanent solution...especially when your biggest happiness  happens to another right in front of yours eyes and u cant do a thing to stop it.

its been 19 years and counting for this desire. Mark Zukerberg ought to be shot for inventing the option "upload and tag".

So after a few sniffs and snobs, and a lil more surge of confidence i've changed my tracks from "hello" to "highway to hell" :) and to lil of Green day...... and voila it worked!

I've never been better even when alternative rock ins't normally my cup of tea.

whoever said that punk rock was too gay to function???? it comes in handy when you most need it.

I 'll have to admit that Billie Joe Armstrong besides being cute is also a  genius. There is something in rock which one really cant explain , i always believed it was just jarring  noises and men who love screaming and who gt paid a million bucks for pretending to paly an instrument...........

 ....but  tonight i can conclude by saying is rock music is  "true poetry in a hidden form."

Move over Lionel Richie and Elton John. the Rock is gonna  Rule tonight.

This is me signing off, ready to rock the rest of the hours i have left before dawn!!!!! (yeeeeaaaaaaahhhh)

VB